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let's chase the summer and forget the world.

english paper 1 and 2 tmr. TMR. im really scared. i cannot flunk dis exams. i cannot. i simply cant! sec2 papers will be damn tough. since they need to see who are the real good pple who shld get into ip and who are those who cant make the mark. yesh. those ppl who cant make the mark- like ME. i seriously think i cant get into ip. even if i mug like hell. cos im born to be stupid. yeah stupid. science is the worst subject man. hell. and all the teachers jus cant stop stressing us that we must study hard, especially those who want to get into ip. [doesn't that sounds sho sho familiar?]

ms ng is the best tcher who ever taught me in nanyang. ms ng rocks. i mean, she's really one of a kind. tho i dun really like maths. but. she's caring and stuff. responsible. not like some other tchers i noe who are just so inconsiderative (erh i meant that as a hint. i know there's no such thing as inconsiderative. but some teachers duno, i suppose. anw, 106'04 is really really lucky they got ms ng as their form teacher. not to mention 209'03 too. ms ng rox man. rushed out the math graphs etc for us in such a short time jus for us. cos we need them. ya. ms ng rox. and we clapped for her. yeah! harhar.
ms ng ROX.

hafta go mug mug mug. must be as hardworking as danhong. yesh. since im not smart. hai. life is a torture with exams around.

ytd night sent an sms to 93.3 FM. owellls maybe im lame. but im sho sho glad lingzhi read my sms out. and even told me not to worry too much abt the exams. oh man, lingzhi rox. i find it kinda amazing that she can be talking to me. ME. i mean, ME? in this entire island of singspore and some parts of malaysia i think. whatever~ but im really really happy she actually read it out. thankew lingzhi u rock too.

NOW- mugging time~ wish me good luck BEST OF LUCK -break a leg- peeps. thankew.

yah. had the speech training video-taping today. i guess both the chinese plus english were okay. but i think i did some enthu stuff which i din in the rehearsals. diao. heh heh. i guess i quite blur lah. forgot to take off the jacket at the last scene. that chinese man say ours not really good loh. but i hope we'll get in! -pump fist in air in the way shirlyn does everytime...-
everyone did their bestest. =p and that's goooood. gary tang said our eng one was creepy. as in creepy. but i thot it was funny. yeah. for some scenes only lah. gary tang loves danhong. heh heh. taken an interest in danhong's jacket somemore. wahahah... here's their conversation: gary tang: where did u buy that jacket? -wink. danhong: haha ( that laff danhong always laff in) malaysia. gary tang: do they have a black one?"
errhhhhhhhhhh.
but it was over! and it's great. altho i rather redo it and do a better job tho. now let us jus hope ours will get chosen.


okay eoys are coming... 1st exam nx friday. as in next friday. it's endlish paper 1 and 2. gawd. i forgotten everything. im gonna mug mug MUG! (hope i'll really do it.)

------good luck ppl. me too. heh heh. thankew.------

ok. i nv bring that piece of paper which i copied down the winners of the spore hit awards... so... cannot post here yet. heh heh. paiseh.

eoys are coming soon. soon. not soon. only left one pathetic week. damnit. i know i gotta study. gotta mug. but i cant. i jus cant force myself down to it. gotta start soon tho. eh not soon. immediately. what if i suddenly have a nervous breakdown? that would be good i guess. ok im crapping here. [ooh yunlin is beside me. typing so fast. scary.]
last year our ny exams are like, 1 week after all my cousins etc. and i hafta mug while seeing them enjoying themselves. this year our exams are one week before most of the other schools. damnit. i jus hope i will be able to enjoy myself after the exams when they are mugging. that would be good. but first i hafta make sure that i survive my exams... maybe. jus maybe. i wont. so i hafta say this now. jus in case.

i, lingjiaying, love everyone that i know in my life. thankew so much for leaving ur footprints in my life and my heart. even if u dun really like me OR think im super ugly (which i suppose everyone does), i still wana say "thankew". thks for making that lil effort to think im ugly. [lame.] but i really do love all of u. thankew ppl.

eh heh. forgot to mention dis earlier. haha. for the spore hit awards on friday (which i can go sadly) hm. i listened to 93.3 for the live reporting. haha. den was all alone in the room listening to the cd player for 93.3. in darkness. (dun dare to on the light. later grandma will shout again. in that sarcastic tone of hers. dat we're wasting money.) den listened from 8.30pm to 12.00 midnight. haha. okay. will post the results in another post. lame rightz. cos that shirlyn bugging me to log off. glare at shirlyn*

yayy. school started again. yayy. bet u ppl think im mad. since not many ppl like it when school reopens. ha. but i dun wan to stay at home. no way. not getting scolding again.

hm. on sat haf cca. i was sho looking forward to the time dance is over. cos i am going westmall with CHIT!!! yayy! heh heh. we sure haf real FUN yeah chit? heh heh. den at precious thots both of us both smth frm happy house, a cartoony girl that we hanged at our handphones. haha. it's sho nice! den chit said we are twins. haha. that's cool. but im so ugly and chit is so pretty and popular and cute. hm. i suppose we can be looks-not-alike twinnies. heh heh.

after tt went euods hse for her birthday parrtie!!! euods hse damn nice. haha. and since it's her hse warming too, her relatives etc were all there. we had fun. yeahh. heh heh. tho onli got euods, jess, tis, gav, chinyun, elaine and wendy. heh heh. played water bombs. haha. but i only got hit once. haha. the ice creamie cake was nice. haha. bet everyone had alot of fun. and i sorta forced my mother to come n pick me up from jurong east. haha. yayy.

sat was a niceeeeee day =)

was really pissed off yesterday cos of my grandma. i was only talking on the phone to shermin for like, 5 mins? wtf. den she started scolding me in that irritating tone of hers that we duno how to earn money and jus keep wasting money. wtf. den only me and my sis at home so i kanna scolding like crazy! i really wan to run out of that house. u think i wan to live in ur house? u think ur house is a big mansion with one hundred maids running around? please. den she started crapping abt how my poor poor thing uncle work so hard to pay our monthly phone, water etc etc bills. hello? i noe my uncle is nice to us. dun nid U to tell me. i noe he's nice to us. i will forever be grateful to him for helping us out. just like how i will be grateful to YOU if u can stop scolding us. den she went into her room still scolding and scolding. and was hinting that my family better move out soon. hello? my mother is YOUR daughter ok?! i cant believe her... WTF.

IM A BIG SLACKER
haven really do anything yet for dis sept holidays. EOYs are coming!!! im still STILL slacking here. oh man. but i jus cant study!!! oh man. i hate studying. i hate skol. i hate mugging. i hate exams. why cant we jus do what we want? im breaking down soon. i noe veh well im slacking but i jus dun wan to do anything abt it. im a failure. yes lingjiaying, u r a failure.

>MY....
>:x: name = jiaying.
>:x: piercings = none. not yet.
>:x: tattoos = duh no. they are kinda disgusting.
>:x: shoe size = haven had the time to mesure
>:x: hair color = black
>:x: siblings = 2 pests. sis n bro
>LAST...
>:x: movie you rented = dint rent movies b4.
>:x: movie you bought = dint buy too.
>:x: song you listened to = whatever song on radio tt caused me to switch it off
:x: song that was stuck in your head = jiang nan by JJ
>:x: cd you bought = Haven [JJ]
>:x: cd you listened to = JJ album
>:x: person you've called = shirlyn
>:x: person that's called you = whatever.
>:x: tv show you've watched = some 9pm show on channel 8
>:x: person you were thinking of = ...
DO...
>:x: you have a crush on someone = -wink
>:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yups
>:x: you think about suicide = yes. figuring out how to too.
>:x: you believe in online dating = yeahh
>:x: others find you attractive = duh NO
>:x: you want more piercings = yes. dun have yet. yet.
>:x: you like cleaning = u mean u like?
>:x: you like roller coasters = yes but not those scary ones
>:x: you write in cursive or print = duno. ask the computer.
>FOR OR AGAINST...
>:x: long distance relationships = depends on who.
>:x: using someone = no. so hypocritical.
>:x: suicide = no. it's scary. and ppl shldn't waste their lives away liddat.
>:x: killing people = no. violent.
>:x: teenage smoking = it's stupid.
>:x: driving drunk = siao
>:x: gay/lesbian relationships = hmm. nv think of tt b4. dun think so.
>:x: soap operas : huh?
>HAVE YOU...
>:x: ever cried over a girl = yeah. as in, fren.
>:x: ever cried over a boy = yeah.
>:x: ever lied to someone = duh im human
:x: ever been in a fist fight = nope. im not so violent. xcept those wif my sis n bro
>:x: ever been arrested = for?
>WHAT...
>:x: shoes do you wear = shoes
>:x: are you scared of : everything bad.
> PERSON WHO LAST..
>:x: Slept in your bed: me? duh.
>:x: Saw you cry: forgot.
>:x: Made you cry: forgot. my mom?
>:x: Went to the movies with: michelle and xiuwen to watch mean girls
>:x: Yelled at you: my mom. and it's not even MY fault.
>:x: Sent you an email: my sis. lame.
> Have you ever..
>:x: Thought you were going to die: yes.
>:x: Wanted to Run away: yes.
>:x: Flunked a grade: no. and i sure dun hope so.
>:x: Skipped a grade: yes skipped grade 2 for piano.
> FRIENDSHIP/LOVE
>:x: Do you believe in love at first sight?: yahhh. hehe. romantic.
>:x: Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: 2 perhaps.
>:x: Most important thing to you in a friendship is: trust.love.care.concern
> Finish the sentence:
>:x: I Love to... see JJ in person someday.
>:x: I Miss... my p6 frens.
>:x: I Wish... i can be smarter.
>:x: I Hope... i can get alot of things. can refer to my wishlist. lol.
>:x: I'm Annoyed by... maths and maths test tmr
>:x: I Am... ugly. emotional.
>:x: I Want to Be... someone pretty, smart and talented. but i dun think im ever going to be this way.
>:x: I Would Never... like to flunk something
>:x: I'd Rather... be smarter.
>:x: I Am Tired of... maths. especially congruent n similar triangles.
>:x: I Will Always be... a JJ fan. yeahh yeahh baby.
> Have you ever..
>:x: Said "I love you" and meant it?: yeahh.
>:x: Gone out in public in your pajamas: no
>:x: Kept a secret from everyone: yes.
>:x: Cried during a movie: dun thinks so.
>:x: Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: huh?
>:x: Planned your week based on the TV Guide: no. i dun even have the freedom to PLAN my weekend
>:x: Been on stage: yeah in south view. and for choral nite in ny.
>:x: Been to New York: no, but i sure hope so!
>:x: Been to China: no. but it's be interesting to explore diff countries.
NUMBER...
>:x: of times I have been in love? = have really experience tt yet.
>:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = lost count.
>:x: of girls I have kissed? = none. haha. haven been sabotaged yet.
>:x: of boys I have kissed? = 3. my daddy, bro (ONLY when he's little.) and rongjing (he's 3 dis year and so cute!!!)
>:x: of girls I've slept (in a bed) with? = mum n sis. even wif pals it's okay. what's the big deal?
>:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends = 1? maybe more. jus cant think of them right now.
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = dun really take note. shld be none.
>:x: of scars on my body? = er. i dun really count.
>:x: of things in my past that I regret? = alot. like how i din treasure my old life, SVPS, 6A'02. and i hate that feeling.

celebration in ny den went sv. all those waiting spoiled my mood. was at first quite excited. rushed and reached there at like, 11.30am. den were only allowed in at 1.30pm loh. what the. were at the playground under the void deck den mifang wan go lot 1. so we went, walked all the way. den me n veron din take neos. went walk walk.

saw alot of 6A peeps. alot went sv. den we all joined the alumni. which was err, pronounced as "a loom nine". oso duno why. haha. sv changed vice-prinicipal. think she's much better than that cheryl lim. was really sad cos alot peeps changed liao. like, not as close as b4. actually i think at our age we are super stressed. need to balance school, work, friends, tests and exams altogether. haiz. and i think im doing a pretty bad job of it. after the whole sv thing went lot 1 (again). den went walk walk with meiying. dint talk to her for quite some time liao. but duno y i feel like i can speak to her. she can be a great listener. den we walked back to keat hong lrt station passing by sv, my old hse (blk 213) etc. actually brought back alot of memories. both of us were acting childish and playing on the kiddy stuff which were supposed to be the senior citizens' corner. nvm. she told me alot of stuff and i think i told her quite some too. duno why after quite a long time of non-talking, we can actually talk to each other liddat, jus like good old pals. nice.

was kinda disappointed at the end. saw the numerous changes in ex-classmates. expected the day to end quite fun and nice. as in, exciting nice. but it ended up real sad with ppl all going home n ppl duno what to tok to each other and ended up not talking. the day ended nice. but it's sad and nice. yeahh. like, slow and steady. yeah.